jumping ahead.........................

kinda battle w/depression....last nite and this morning was bad.......at least i had a job....uncrumpled,unknot,,,straighten 10 zillion pieces of  flagging tape from previous endurance rides......so regina and steph could use them for the hallowed weenie rides.....i am NOT good at much....but i was gonna do a damn good at this!.....kinda reminded me of when i was in the hospital at 16 {had been a coma for 3 weeks} after i started stirring a bit....went to physical therapy and occupational therapy...which i HATED....but i had a great time listening to Christian radio handling every single one of those 10 zillion pieces of tape!....was feeling a little better but had to drag myself up to go ride my horse....ok the horses were up...gotta ride...get the halter....go out to the herd....ted stops eating and looks at me.....oh do i love him.....get up,brushed,boots on saddle ....O.K.!!!!!!!!!!!!!am on.......YAY!!!...i love this horse!.....we are off at a good pace...in  the washes...up the hills,on top...we are moving!!!!...the only word i could think of was...GLORY....am so thankful to God for my life here!